I had this feeling that my present partner has been playing with me and I am so foolish not to notice it that early. Well, that was I thought. Human errs, right?
Anyways, I had that idea creeping on my head because I seldom saw and felt affection from her. I don’t know why it is an issue for her or should I say difficult for her to give in to it. I could not even remember her giving me appreciation except for the usual ‘thank you’ thing. But for sure, I always hear complains from her. Are women really like these?
Well, that’s been a long gone issue for me. I seem to follow and think the traditional way, that women are born nurturers and appreciative. Quite true for my Xs were damn good nurturers.
I also have an attitude of candidly showing and telling people what I think is wrong and what I wanted. After all, it is honesty in the simple sense. But I was too slow to learn that it isn’t good for a guy to tell a woman their inabilities. They constantly took it as a sort of lecturing them. Poor me. I realized it lately.
I had also this perspective that it doesn’t take two to dance. Undoubtedly, I love dancing during my high-school days. My body still jumps to beat every time I hear disco beats even now. Unfortunately similar to dance, in relationship, it always takes two to have a more awe-inspiring number. So, I was wrong again. As it is said, it always takes two to tango.
I am wishful that my present dance partner in life and I are dancing on similar tune. It’s too bad for us if I’m dancing rumba and she’s into salsa. I surmise we already had reached an agreement.
I have already an affirmation that I will be “saving my last dance for her”… I just hope she is saving her last dance for me too.
Let’s us dance through life without the benefit of exchanging dance partners, of course. (Let’s be monogamous.)
